I don’t know what is wrong with me. I want to hurt myself. I want someone to break my hands, so they don’t hurt me. I want my hands to be gone. I’m scared to hurt myself. Can someone take my hands away from me. I want to take a knife, I want someone to hide all the knifes from me. I want to break my head, I want to get away from the walls. I want to feel pain, I don’t wanna bleed, I don’t wanna go to the hospital. I don’t wanna go to a therapist. I want someone to help me. I know that something is wrong with me, but I feel like I’m just a normal person. I want to live my normal life but I can’t. I want someone to hold me, to tie me to a chair and not let me go. I want someone to get me out of here.
Please.
I need help.
Ich danke euch zuallererst für die lieben Kommentare, es hat mich sehr gefreut sie zu lesen! Dieser Text wiederspiegelte meine Gefühle in einer dunklen Zeit meines Lebens. Dies habe ich aber grösstenteils überwunden. Ich werde eine Triggerwarnung noch einbauen, danke nochmals, Lg t18
Ich konnte die Verzweiflung während ich den Text gelesen habe förmlich spüren.